Jun 29, 2010

copy from Carvne.. ''怎样忘记他''

失恋后,我们总爱问:
“我怎样可以忘记他?我很想忘记他,但我就是没法忘记他。” 
如果没法忘记他,就不要忘记好了。
为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人?时间自然会让你忘记他
现在,我请你干万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。
请问,你想到的是什么?
你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。
你愈努力想去忘记,你愈是无法忘记。 
仍然爱着他,忘不了他,是理所当然的事,不必觉得惭愧。
有些人明明忘不了,却自欺欺人说:
“我已经忘了他。”
然而,只要别人一提起他,她就无法控制自己。
有一天,你会忘记他的。
真正的忘记,是不需要努力的。 
有一天,你从浴室洗了一个澡出来,
扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐,你忽尔想起,
你曾经爱过一个人,
啊,原来你爱过这个人,那仿佛是很遥远的事,
你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。
有一天,别人提起某某,你才猛然想起,
你曾经爱过这个人
现在已经不记得了.这就是忘记。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人,
我们失去的岁月又有什么意义?

Jun 28, 2010

pop out

hmm~~
suddenly ur face poping up on my mind
and telling me that
i miss u
i need to stop this
i should not missing u anymore
stop this =]
cheer up Yan


now keeping money for dye my hair and tattoo ~
^^
new me begin ♥

Jun 27, 2010

please, dont treat me like that

hey, what wrong??
y ignore at me?
but i had already sms u and has been asking u
and i know the reason why,
i dunno u have view my blog or not,
i just want to tell u here,
just gv me time at accepted this stuff happened recently
and i know we not couple anymore
but i still can promise u here,

* no underage to club, i pass my b.day baru go there and chill
* no smoking, and i already throw my cigarette

im not losting myself
i just want u to know i still the same
im still the ah Yan u know before

Jun 25, 2010

yesterday night

yesterday night go chill with my friend
now is near 10..
i almost on 9 baru reach home
==
and i was vomit last night
so xia sui
just two bucket
and i keep missing u
miss when we are on the cinema and u were looking at me
sweet =]
but i promise myself dont to be so EMO again
i know i can do it
coz im Yan Cheah
always Rockss

11 days

our relationship end up on the 12th days
want get a good bye hug from u today
but i didnt did it
y?
i dunno~
suddenly so miss ur hug
hands,
kiss,
and the piercing on ur tongue
all the things of u
but
dont worry me
im fine
wish u find a great one than me =]
cheer

last time to said I LOVE U at here.. =]

Jun 24, 2010

want to tell u

i miss u badly,
i miss my hp msg tone *click*
but it doesn't work
dont leave me alone pls



♥ i miss you ♥

Jun 23, 2010

ignore

finally i know what the feel of ''ignore''
its full of suffer
im sorry i treat u like that
i also dunno why i will done of these shit out
F..!
very pek cek now
i know it was my fault
but can u reply my msg?
dont ignore me k?
but..
i feel u do right decision also
coz im ignore-ing at u 1st
and i wont angry u wont treat me like this..
just..
haih
im sorry!
sorry! sorry!
i hope will nothing happen on tomorrow..

Jun 22, 2010

woohuu!

i finish my exam yesterday~!
damn excited 
XD
omg..
i dunno can pass it or not..
ish..
nervous
yesterday having A-team with U
ish
i feel u are enjoy than me
XDD
not bad mah..
the movie quite nice..
and funny also
TONIGHT I WAN CLUB
but no body bring me there
and beside my shop keep playing clubbing songs..
repeat and repeat
its gonna kill me..
shake shake shake..
lol
so weird huh??

ITS FEEL GOOD WHEN TOUCHING ON UR LIPS
  I LOVE U 

Jun 21, 2010

i miss u a.k.a confuse

i miss u
do u miss me?
y i dont think so u are missing me??
but if change to the other
u sure miss
msg automatically
and with more care
more and more..
will text longer..
not just a ''ya,no'' or other else
i hv told u
i wanna like other couple
sweet, lovely
but..
i guess harder
hv many times i wanna msg u and say :'' let's be friend''
but i didn't
when u hug me, kiss me, holding my hand
i felt sweet
just like a dream when u treat me like this
or we need time?

Jun 16, 2010

underground

=.=
finally..
ish..
a secret to everyone
just have one word to said that
we like underground..
=.=
what the~
but i love the way u hug me and holding my hand..
thx you~
^^

Jun 11, 2010

recently

long time didnt open my blog d..
haha
its happened so many things around me..
and i love my purple love i done yesterday..
^^
hmmm...
this time really dunno how to describe my feeling lah..
and i waiting someone tell me somethings..
KENNY KOAY
u better come today..
if not i will kill u
ish
hmmm
i want sixty nine today night
:(
hope i can go there
wish my baby Jo gv me a good news~~
^^

Jun 5, 2010

annoying

ISH
im annoy-ing
what for??
i dunno also..
izit the god giving me challenge??
WTF..
can stop it??
i cannot tahan d..
somebody help me..
wednesday going to club??
ya..
i hope too..
this few days so many things had happened
around my friend are moody, unhappy
haihh..
god..
did u heard my pray??
stop all those things pls..
PLEASE
stop..
stop fool at me
i scared about serious..

Jun 4, 2010

^^

IM BACK!
woohoo..
long time feed my blog d.. 
XD
recently feel not bad..
my sister said me look ''hiao'' recently
always hang out so late..
=.=
ehleh..unhappy sure hang out lah..
swt lah..
*but i didnt over than 12am*
=.=
always movie movie movie with friend ..
=.=
swt us..
gonna be V.I.P d
i LOVE station 1
teehee..
and i LOVE movie too
^^

Jun 1, 2010

my tears playing free

finally settle all things.
ya..
finally
we are friend
i dont want u to suffer between us..
cheer..
that the word i tell u
=]
wish u ''xin fu''